End of summer ,

Its the last day of summer of 2009 . I woke up and laid in bed forever trying to think about what happened in these whole damn 3 months . I cant really get a clear view of everything but when i think about it i see that i have matured and changed during this summer . Met people that have impacted me &lost a couple people that were a part of me . I realized so many things this summer . I learned how to be a better person and i thought i learned how to stop caring as much but that was just me trying not to care but i did then i just lied . LMFAO . Learned the guitar and it has become a big part of me because whenever i need to get my mind off something i just need to grab the guitar . (; In the beginning of summer i saw that everyone changes by a hell of a lot . I am now able to tell whos real and whos just acting fake better than before . I am more independent and stronger but yet im still very sensitive . LMFAO . Still trying to work on that whole letting my feelings out more but im getting there . haha, but yeah . Amazing how summer passed by so fast ;O . But school is about to start soon and ima make a new blog for it . I think i blogged enough in this one ;D . haha ^^ .