Devastated ,

To hear you vent to me about these things hurt me because i dont want to hear you talk about someone else . I dont want to know how they made you feel . It makes me feel like i was just one of those other girls .. I hate being just one of those girls . You say you know how i feel but honestly you have no idea . :/ I want to tell you what im feeling now .. but it wont make a difference . Its not me that you want . What am i suppose to do ? Fuck . :(