-- I'm probably in the sky flying with the fishes or maybe in the ocean swimming with the pigeons . See my world is different .

Friday, July 17, 2009

Impact ,

Hmm i feel grateful today soooo .. looking at the girl 7 years ago .. Wow . I've changed from a shy dependent scared little girl to me now . Independent confident and outgoing. I'm no longer scared . I am taking all the chances and risks I can/want. And I'm happy I'm me now but it's cause all the people I've meet in those 7 years . The first, Cindyloooo , one of the bestest friends . she's pretty much on the very top . 7 years of knowing her and being close to her. She is one of the most important/main impact of my life . Because of her I was able to get out more and experience life and get over my shy stage . She has showed me how to have fun and not care bout what anyone else thinks. She's a hella good influence . She proved to me that there is at least one person that will always a true friend from start to finish. ever since I was able to trust more . I opened up :) AnnaChen, this chick is the reason why I'm not scared to take risks and do what I want to do . Since her my life has been more exciting and interesting and we taught each other alot in those 5 years . I've meet fantastic people because of her and she's amazing . TinaTeasoyyy, this is my ride or die chick. I do everyhing with her. I love her like she's sister for real . I definetly would give up my life for her . She's been through thick and thin with me . When I need to vent and cry she's the first person that pops in my head . Because of her I am able to show my emotions more easily and not hide them inside . Without her there would be less enjoyment. My 3 guys , you guys should know who you are . From sleepovers with tina and those late movie nights , those were the days . (: even though we all don't talk much anymore you guys mean alot still . You guys .. Gosh I'm speechless . You guys impacted me so much it cannot be explained in words . You guys are most certainly family no matter what . Bryannnnnn lefty , you sir , you sometimes can be a handful of trouble but I love you . You have showed me how much of a good person I am and can be and I showed you that too . I love love having you around because you're always making me feel like there's nothing wrong being me and love that about you cos you go out of your way to make me feel better and you know i'd do that too in a meaner way tho LOL . (btw , I just think you were sleep talking on the phone teeheee.) LauraThaoo, the chick that always always has hope . You are the best . You have done show much that shows me that there is hope and sometimes it's okay to be sensitive . You're a pretty big idiot but I love it. You and me against the world. It's hard to explain how you've impacted me. Those are the mains . There are so many more people out there that has impacted me too . But yeah , I love you guys without you guys I wonder where the hell I would be. Thank you poops :) <3 I LOVE YOU GUYS . :D

Endure these words,

"Only strong personalities can endure history, the weak ones are extinguished by it ."
“Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.”
"To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are."