Everything happens for a reason ,

Yes I believe that everything happens for a reason . I believe you did what you did yesterday because it was what was suppose to happen even tho I said i will never ever talk to you afterwards you still did idk why . If I meant so much you would have thought twice but doesn't matter because what's done is done . But I think that it's fine cause then yu can learn how to stand and deal with it on your own . If your way of dealing with that shit is smoking then you do that cause I'm not gonna be around to tell you no anymore . And honestly when you think of smoking I hope you think about me and fucking regret what happen because of your actions . But it's your life do what you want to do . Now you can listen to whatever anyone wants to say about me and not care because you don't have to worry about me like I said getting into the "big boys group" is never hard because you "big boys" are really small kids if you deal with shit by fighting. No offense . But I wish that you learn on your own how to deal with life who to trust when to date a girl and stop smoking because everytime you take one fucking puff you shorten your life . I hope you learned something from me that you can use in life . Thanks for the memories .

Btw , another good reason to no longer have you in my life is , if you were sitting in my spot and you had to find out by someone other than the person who smoked that they did it today right before seeing you. Wouldn't you be blown away I mean look you said you were gonna tell me tonight why couldn't you tell me when you saw me ! Scared I was gonna get pissed ? Hah then yu shouldn't have done it . Your second chance was already given . There are no third chances with me sorry . Sometimes I question if you lied and have done it more than the times you told me and I have the strongest feeling you have but who knows; only you right ? Doesn't matter now .