Losing a close friend ,

So tell me , how life without me ? Let me be honest with you , my life without you it's pretty calm and drama free , but you wanna know something ? I miss having you around . I miss hearing you complain to me about your stupid choices . I miss helping you with your over dramatic problems . I miss telling you that you're such an idiot . I mostly miss how you and I were just so close that when I needed to cry you were there and when you had to vent you came to me out of anyone else . But I can't do anything about it now . I was hoping you would have pulled me back and tell me that you wished I stayed in your life . I really miss that kid that always stood by my side and when I needed something you always offered to get it for me . Even when I just needed a hug you always offered to bus it to my house just to give me a hug to comfort me , you didn't care that you lived far away . You'd do it anyways . Because that's just the type of person you are when you talk to me anyways . Point is , i miss you and i told you it'll be hard to live without my special left hand <3