why couldn't i just kiss those lips
i'd rather be rejected than regretting this
im tired of being afraid
i wish i coulda made
the choice to be the daring one in this relationship
i know were just friends but i want you to know
that i always think about being more
i guess i'll never know x2
how you feel
you got me wonderin'
i want you to be that somebody who
needs me just like how im needing you
but im just so scared
i could not prepare
for the moment when i looked you in the eyes
so i guess i'll just wait for that afternoon
we'll soak up the sun in the middle of june
i can't ask you to wait but you know that i can't stay
i'm a little too late
but you got me wonderin'
i'm holding on to this feeling i have
i've got it so bad i just cant shake it off
when will my mind just be clear
of this move i should've made
its killing me cuz kissing you
is what i wanna do
but now that youve got that somebody new
needs you just like how im needing you
i guess i'll fade away
and now my skies are gray
i'm a little too late
you've got me wonderin
This song i can honestly relate to in so MANY ways . &i thought i just would like to share with you guys . Havent you guys ever wanted someone so baddd but theres always SOMETHING that holds you back . Either , they already like someone , have someone , think you guys are just friends , they just dont like you at all , youre just too much of a big pussy to make a move , etc. my gosh, life is harsh . But , yeah .. so like im recently in a situation like Aj says in the beginning of his song . "why couldn't i just kiss those lips. i'd rather be rejected than regretting this. im tired of being afraid. i wish i coulda made the choice to be the daring one in this relationship. i know were just friends but i want you to know that i always think about being more. i guess i'll never know how you feel. you got me wonderin'" Like you guys dont even know . So many chances were given and im like "DO ITTTTT " BUT NOO . theres always a reason holding me back and everytime a chance is given the reason is different . >:[ Pretty lame if you ask me . Im stumped . Im usually really good at helping and giving advise with life and love and shit but i can never help myself >< . Guys confuse the shit out of me . :/ I gotta admit , when it comes to someone i like i become a big loser . I blush & turn super shy ... if i really like this guy and i like become a turtle and i hide in my shell . &im usually not like that . AHHH SHITTTTTT . D;
