thanks to you ,

where is the rain ? so i can hide my tears when i cry . where's the mountain hidden from the world? so i can scream til i lose my voice and no one would be able to hear . where's that girl that never let anything get to her ? the one that always kept her head high . the social girl that was always known for smiling all day every day . Cause it seems that ive lost her and somehow i cant remember when it happened or why she has just disappeared . maybe it was because she lost hope, lost interest , lost reason , lost herself . i never knew something , someone can change so much in little time possible . how can someone so confident and independent ever possibly just lose themselves like that when they have all these people behind them supporting them ? what ever happened to that promise she promised herself ? its crazy how interest in life just stops , but when that ONE person that truly matters speaks up and vents to you about how they feel about this situation ; it opens up a new door . every single word that person has spoken hits you so hard you begin to realize that youre still living because of that person and without them you'd be dead . how is it possible that a girl with a friend like that be able to lose reason to smile , live , and cherish .. Thanks to you , i want to find that girl again . i want to BE her once more . i want to be that same person that gave you a new point of view in life everytime we're together . i WANT to be your only best friend that you depend on . i want to that one girl youre proud to say " she's my best friend and i can always ALWAYS count on her no matter what situation were in ." Because i know for a fact , i can always say that about my best friend , Laura T. Nguyen <3

Remember , i love you best ♥